Do you feel sometimes that you want to run away and start fresh? I feel like that all the time. And I have done it many times too. Just pick up and leave for another city or country. Each such move, even though it’s scary, it brings hope that this time it will be better. This time my life will be what I see on the Instagram of all these people who made it. Their dream life is theirs. The only issue with that concept of picking up and moving somewhere else is that wherever you go – there you are. I keep bringing my demons with me anywhere I go.
Today, I finally understood that at the tender age of 43, and I decided to tackle my demons head on. What are my demons you may ask? Well, I have too much stuff of any and every kind. I have too much debt, I eat too much. I procrastinate too much. Too much mess around me. Too many fears, insecurities. Just too much of everything.
This blog is intended to document my personal journey from too much to simple happy place. I hope there are more people like me who would like to join the journey. I intend to be honest here, because life isn’t an Instagram photo, life is more like a constant video stream without edit. Ugly things do happen, and we need to talk about them as well. With the mental health issues on the rise it’s a kind thing to say the truth. Not everything is perfect, in fact nothing is, really.
This time I will not run away, this time I am going to face my demons, and make my life better. Right here, where I am. Brick by brick I know I can do it, I can build the life I dream of. I know I can manifest all my dreams as soon as I make the space for them. IT’s time to create the space for dreams to come true. From mess to manifesting my dream life has started today…
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